Either Way, I lose

I have this problem that is hard to solve,
I have two people that I Love, you see...

This problem I find most difficult to resolve,
Because both of these boys,
they also Love me.

One of them I see every other day,
The other one I see once or twice a week.
I feel its with him I want to stay,
These words feel so disloyal just to speak.

One of them Ive been with for a year,
I feel it is now that I must choose.
Just writing this makes me want to tear,
because I feel that either way, I lose.